I've abandoned you for so long. I know. I'm really really sorry. I've been really busy juggling work with everything else that at some point, I feel like I'm just an autopilot everyday. Like I'm going through life without even thinking. I feel tired, unstimulated by life, by people and by work especially.
Apart from that, I just want to tell you that I'm pregnant. Please give me the strength to go through this again.